Monday, July 02, 2007

adjusting

I'm slowly adjusting. Trying to cope with the loss. Hell, it feels like my best friend died..well..just as bad. He was my best friend. Now all we can be is friends or still best friends if he wants. Just trying to move on now. Being sad is not good for me. Keep hyperventilating...sooooo not healthy. So now, the best I can do is just try to keep in touch I guess...and keep busy.

You know what ? come to think of it, Melb is just like Brunei when you have no money, and all your friends are away...lolz...it's quite sad really. If I wanted Brunei, shouldnt I be back in Brunei ? hmmm...anyhooz..I cant go back, so lets just drop that and make the best of things.

I wonder if I still get my allowance during the hols ? I really really hope I do, but so far, no sign of anything...this is bad. I'll just give it a few more days before I start asking my dad again...

Oh yea, results for sem 1 should be out sometime this week..oooh...scary...haha...
Anyhooz, gonna play some lame ass game now...laterz..

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