Saturday, July 21, 2007

trying to maintain sanity

I've been putting off blogging but now it's inevitable. I'm bored and trying to hold on to my sanity. Two more days...I really cant wait. I've got nothing to do anymore. Going out doesnt seem so much fun anymore...but then again neither does staying at home ?

There's no one to hang out with and worst of all, nothing to do. I went to watch Oceans 13 with a few friends last night. Didnt tell them that I'd watched it already. It was alright I guess, watching it for the second time. I mean, at least I didnt fall asleep and waste my money right ? But yesterday was totally a really awkward day for me.

People talking about how their lives are so complicated and confusing. I cant say my life is very different. Until this day, it is still complicated and I'm more confused than ever. I really wish I could have a total do over of this month. I really hate what everything has come down to. Nothing I can do about it I guess. I've, again, watched everything on my laptop till I have no longer got anything to watch. Very soon, I think I'll end up reconnecting my wii and playing games that give me motion sickness.

I've been told I'm somewhat of an odd ball, and funny enough, I think I'm starting to believe it. All I've been doing today is playing games. Time is creeping by so slowly that I find my self watching the hands of the clock, willing it to go faster. I know, I sound quite sad. But really, i've just run out of things to do. My friends are not around and well, I have no one to pass the time with. It looks like I have to be my own best friend...Haha...kasian...

Anyways, maybe a shower will help lift my mood...who knows right ?

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