it sucks that I wont see you anymore...:(

My china romance has come to a complete halt. He wont accept the present that I got him for his birthday so now it's still with me. Really sad. He told me just now that this year is his last year for playing tabletennis with the Indonesian team. I feel shattered when I heard that. He looked really sad too...so I guess it's all mutual. He wont be turning up at the finals match tomorrow so for sure I wont see him anymore. I wanted to take more pictures with him but he didnt want to. He said something about his mother saying that if you take pictures too many times, the people you take pictures with will become more ugly. I dont know if it's just some indonesian thing or what...but yea...still sad...coz now I realise how much that I like him alot...too bad I guess...

I tried to cover up my feeling sad by diving headfirst into the womens finals match between Singapore and China. China won 3-1....but still Li Jia Wei is awwwesome!!! she won Guo Yue...(GY was reduced to tears upon losing..) and I managed to see Wang Nan ( my favourite player) and Zhang Yining play!!! Unfortunately I still havent managed to take pics with Wang Nan :( I dont think I'll get the chance though....sad....

I managed to take pictures with Fukuhara Ai after meeting one of the Japanese umpires and with Joo Se Hyuk...he was quite nice.

Moving on to the negatives of the day.....MOTHER.....

Today I got very badly verbally abused....I dont think I can ever go shopping alone with her. She kept yelling at me from the moment I woke up. Dad told me I had no choice in going shopping with her..so I went...and I was sulking the whole time. After an hour of pacing in a bra shop and walking around for a bit I figured I couldnt take it anymore. I made her put me in a taxi to go back to the hotel. The day got better from that point onwards.

I think I'll be getting an Iphone tomorrow...I'm just gonna pass the China pda to aaron and give my phone to pig...all's fair I suppose considering I'm paying for the phone myself. Hopefully dad wont have to umpire at all tomorrow...*fingers crossed* so we can go shopping...=) I dont want to go with her again....not alone...

still sad about H...:(