.slack.

I was streaming Enchanted last night and I put it on pause so that it'd download quicker. This morning when I got up, it was done. Haha...I reallly REALLY wanted to watch it. I mean, we all need a bit of love and romance (fluff) in our lives from time to time, no? So yea...it was done loading so I decided to watch it. I totally spaced that I had to go for training..haha..by the time I was done watching it, it was already 10...so yea...I missed training...I'll go later at 2...it's alright...just as long as my dad doesnt ask me how training was...haha..that would REALLY suck.

Anyhooz, I've reverted to my old ways of watching movies online due to boredom and the fact that I cant be fucked to go out just to buy dvds...I know they're cheap here and all but you know...the power of CBF is strong..haha...

I've officially run out of things to do. I cbf-ed to go for training..but I know I gotta otherwise all hell will break loose. It was really weird coz after I watched Enchanted, I decided to go downstairs to play the piano for a bit. While I was playing, my mind kind of went astray. I started thinking of Wil of all people. It got me really frustrated. I cant remember if I mentioned this but Wil's been too busy for me lately.

A couple of days ago, I called him right after training and he was like, "Sorry havent been in contact with you. I've been busy." By busy he means he's just too lazy to contact me or he's made other plans that he's got no balls to tell me bout. I mean, it's not like it's any of my business but he really doesnt need to lie. But he did anyways. He always says, I'll call you later but...he never does. I know..I sound pretty sad at the moment..but I'm trying to prove a point here.

Well, that night, I was out with Rachael at Gdg and we were walking back to my car coz Rach wanted to drop some stuff off instead of lug it all around with us. Guess who we saw. Him....and a girl in the car...So I pretended like nothing was wrong and just waved at him. He looked as though he'd been caught doing the dirty. Needless to say, the girl looked slightly annoyed that he was waving at me. At least this confirms my assumptions that he's had other plans this whole time and that he has wrongly blamed his lack of spare time on Futsal and work. I dont know why I feel so betrayed. It's not like he's got any obligation towards me....no, wait...scratch that...he does..I mean, what decent person talks to someone EVERYDAY, pretends to be a BESTFRIEND then suddenly out of the blue decides that he's had enough of this one person and moves on.

This whole time I felt like I'd done something wrong and he was pissed at me or something (well, actually no...I never felt that way.) It's just that, if I really was as good a friend as he thought I was, he wouldnt have felt the need to lie or to avoid me at all costs in the event that he decides to form a new relationship. It's soooooo stupid. Should I start paying him in kind and ignore him for all he's worth till I leave? I dont want to look needy or anything so yea, here's me...ignoring him.
Guess who wont be invited to my open house....bitch!~