oh the irony of it all

I dunno...I think I should stop trying to contact Wil. He seems to be avoiding me full time now. He still owes me money for 'helping' him bring back alcohol from KL. Dammit. I feel like such a doormat. Letting him walk all over me like that...it's ridiculous. I shouldnt allow him to do this to me. I'm no tool.

So yea...I'll only talk to him when he calls me or something. I'm better than this. I spent the evening playing Rummy with Josh, Steph, Rif, Amanda, Becky, Carrie, Jason and Aaron. Of course not all at one go coz only 4 ppl can play at a time. It was quite fun! I only took 1 shot at the party. Good or not ?! Haha..so I was pretty sober most of the time. It's weird watching little kids drink and get drunk. The attention they crave and the things they do to obtain said attention. I dunno...kids these days. And the funny thing is, I'm not very far off...I'm only what 2 years older than most of these kids....but I was never really as out-of-control as they are. It's pretty sad.

Dad is coming back tomorrow..I dont know whether to be happy or sad. I'm chatting with him at the moment and he's at the airport already complaining bout not having eaten anything since lunch. I dont even know what time it is there at the moment but it's really weird. Him complaining like that. I suppose he IS only human.

I quite enjoyed going out and not receiving messages at night while he was away. However, I did NOT like mum checking in on me every night like I'm a little kid and asking me for money for petrol and all that. It's not like she doesnt make her own money. Very saaadd...Anyhooz...Gotta get up early later on to pick dad up from the airport. =D I wonder what he bought me!!!