so this is the story...

I just got off the phone with him and here's the story. Apparently, he WAS upset with what I said earlier and he didnt say anything coz he had a lot on his mind. He wants to get back together with me again but he's worried that things may end up the way they did the first time we were together. So it's sorta like an "I-want-to-but-dont-want-to-at-the-same-time" sort of situation.

So I told him that if that was the case, then we should just remain in the type of relationship we're in now. People around us are getting skeptical though. My cuz was just asking really suspicious questions such as "Are you and him....close?" Coz my cuz and him are really tight together...I know that sounds wrong but yea...it's the truth.

He asked me what I wanted to do...and I told him that I'd leave it up to him to decide and he was like...but this is serious...it's a big deal. And I was just indifferent. I know. Bad sign right ? I dont even know if I want to be in that sort of relationship with him...or if I'm doing this out of boredom again...sigh..I think I like things the way they are at the moment but at the same time...I dont want him dating anyone while I'm back...selfish right ? I cant help it!! Anyhooz..I think it's time for bed...got work tomorrow and I need to go to MOE to FINALLY hand in my transcripts...niteyz..I'm outey...