Got home about an hour ago from my sister's place. My bro and his friend came back to my house very tipsy and reeking of alcohol. I wish I could let loose like that here...well....I know I can but I have to be a certain type of person in front of my parents. Looking at my brother, my dad was already like "*sigh*this generation ah..."
I dont know..but i think I'm emo again. All these people living the high life around me. People making plans and executing them without me...people who make plans and forget about them while forgetting to inform me...I know...me me me...I'm feeling self centred at the moment...DEAL WITH IT or FUCK OFF!!! It's my blog...MY WORLD. I can spend this whole post talking about me if I want to.
So yea...all these people...forgetting to call back...forgetting to message back. It's not like Brunei's such a 'happening' place that there's not enough time to call or text back. Sheesh...I am emo and feeling self centred for a reason. Who says I dont get my bouts of low self esteem. *sigh*
I just want to go out and have fun with my friends...but then, when I sit and think about it..."What friends?" Everyone has their own lives ahead of them...separate groups of friends...separate plans. Know the feeling where you can never be included ? Welcome to my life. This is the world of cliques where I don't belong.
Oh yea..results are out. Not very please but hey, passed all my subjects...got 3 H3's and 1 P...the P was for Literature, Culture, History. No surprise there. I can always predict which subject I will do the worst in. The funny thing is that all my H3's are of the same percentage...what fucked up shit is that ? Is there like...an inside joke or something involving 67% ? Geez....
I can safely say that I'm having a fucked up night...
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