Saturday, December 15, 2007

I really do create my own drama....dont I ?

Damn...I feel stupd now. Maybe I just dont know the full story. Maybe what I saw really wasnt what actually was true...I dunno...

ok here's the story. He came over and we watched a movie together...we watched "The Prestige". It was very innocent. It was so obvious that the chemistry we had was still there. It got from us sitting totally apart to us making ourselves comfortable enough to watch the movie. I dunno. It seemed really innocent to me. I ended up falling asleep in his arms. Then the movie ended. It was time for him to leave. Just before leaving, he kissed me. It kinda caught me by surprise. So yea, I thought we had something there...

So when he left, I kinda had this floaty thingy going on. I went to sleep on the couch. Funny enough, at around 10 past 4 in the morning, I got a message. A message that he accidentally sent to me. A message that was destined for some other girl. It said "Hey Syg, Jus wondering ig ur back. I'm reli Sori abt just now." For those who dont know, Syg is malay for darling...so yea...I texted him back saying "Lol. I think you sent the message to a wrong number"...I dont know what I was thinking but at the endof the message I put in a =). Genius man...I am...geezz...
Oh yea, then after that, he replied me saying "Ops. Sori. Had a misunderstanding wid the gal jus now. Hehe. "

So yea, I realy dont know what to make of all this. I feel stupid. Like I've been played...eventhough nothing really happened between us. should I really go along with ying and do the whole break-it-off-after-2-weeks sort of relationship ? Sigh I dunno...I feel really stupid at the moment...and to think...this was my ex...is he getting revenge for how we ended it back then ? I need help :(

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