stupid

Stupid me trying to be smart!! I decided to fall asleep at 8pm just now so I could wake up at 3am. it's about 3.30 now. I feel terrible. I don't know why. I think I'm getting a bit sick. My whole body hurts and everything. Shit man!! Perfect timing right?

Eeesh..I'm a day behind schedule with my whole essay plan thing. I wanna do some more reading now but I dont feel like I'm in the right state of mind to do so. I think I'll probably try to go to sleep again. And if I cant, then I'll just do what I can. Sigh.

Yesteday was my last day of tabletennis in Melb. Well, for this semester of course. Kouros gave me a bit of coaching. He tried to change my style. Like how I hold my bat and everything. All tabletennis players know, that a little change can go a looong way. But in this case, I couldnt really get used to it so it went a bit south and I got quite frustrated. I wont him in the final match but I think he let me. So yea. That still sucks.

He said that everything will get better when I change my blade. So yea, here's to that. haha...I was meant to go to the gym just now at about 5ish but she was still sleeping so I went shopping at Aldi. Stupid Aldi man...put light blue caps on all their milk bottles. Made me buy the wrong freaking one!! So now I've got full cream milk sitting in my fridge and I have to finish it. I'm gonna get so fat...=( But yea, I've bought enough groceries to last me till the day I leave. Hopefully lah. Dammit...now I feel like a Subway...

Why arent Subways open 24 hrs..and why isnt there one like downstairs? Why cant everything be about me? Haha...Why? nah...even if Subways were open 24/7, I dont think I'd go at 3am...too dangerous and creepy...unless it was just downstairs, then that'd be a different story...is it alright to be slightly hungry now if I had dinner at about 7?

I'm going to try and get back to sleep....:(