I didnt hate you before as an individual. I hated you coz of what you meant to the person I was dating and how you just couldnt leave things be.
It's funny how there's no such thing as confidentiality anymore. I really cant stand you for saying the things you did about me in your blog. I didnt even know you'd be on the same flight back. How did you even know what dates I'd be flying back ?
I worry again that my friends aren't really the type of friends I think they are. I worry that they may be saying things behind my back. I worry that nothing is sacred anymore. I dont know what to do. I know I should just ignore people like this. I wont say anything bad anymore coz it's just not worth it. I would never in my life wish for anyone to be deleted from existence or to curse them as much as to wish that they were mute.
I dont know. I think I'll just forget that she exists and to remember that nothing good has come out of that relationship that I just came out of. I thought karma always goes in cycles. I've been trying to do a lot of good things recently and this is how I get treated by the powers that be. I dont know. Oh well, this is the first time and the last time I'm ever gonna be talking about this person. It seems that we may not be able to be friends in this life time so what else is there to but move on. Right ?
I really want to feel like my friends are the people they portray themselves to be but if they're really not, then I guess thats just life right? If I had the chance, I'd apologize to her, to her face. I am not immature and I am not childish. I have the ability to reform, to grow and move on.
I also forgive the person who's been saying things about me behind my back. So yea, live and let live.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
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