excited but nervous at the same time

I was just talking to daddy just now. He's asked me if I want to take part in the World Tabletennis Championships next year in Guangzhou China. My first reaction: Whoa!! What?!! haha...I really wanna but I'm scared and nervous at the same time. I know that I'm no where good enough but the experience is definitely there. Definitely a perk of being from a small country and having a daddy as a manager yea? I mean, it's not like I didnt earn the position or anything. I just have an added advantage. =)

I really want to go but I dont know, I'm still considering. Brunei is allowed to send 5 men and 5 women but only 3 men and 3 women and 1 delegate are all paid for. So the remaining 2 and whoever else that wants to join us have to pay for accomodation. I want daddy to be the delegate but apparently, someone else wanted to do it and he just stepped aside. Boo~~ I think dad's the best person for the job. Very diplomatic, unlike the guy who's going in his place. DAmn. I hope he gets an umpiring position instead then so he can still go. What's China without having dad come with me ?

Anyhooz, it's really cute coz dad's just figured out how to use emoticons on msn. Very very funny. So easily amused =D I'm so glad I'm going home soon. I get to hang out with him, Aaron and Wei again. Oooh and earn Sophie's love as well..haha...I really cant wait. I havent told all that many people bout the change in plans. Obviously those who know of this change are the few people that I've told and all you who have access to this blog. =)

Oh yea, if I do so happen to go to China next year, I'm guessing I'll be coming back to Melb later than I was expecting to. "Cutting it slim" as wei was saying just now. I dunno..I want to go, but I dont want to go at the same time. I remember the times where I went for competitions and it was just embarrassing coz I never felt good enough. But yea, at least this time I'll get to see my past tt mentors and stuff...exciting. I know some ppl at my uni would kill for this experience =)

Anyhooz...I gotta get some work done. Was just watching the fourth episode of Prison Break. Why in the world would they kill off Sara Tancredi ?!!! Damn!!