You havent seen me in the past 6 months and you're now saying that I look like my second sister. First you said it looked I was losing so much weight and now you're saying otherwise..what will it be?
Damned if I do, damned if I dont right ? I feel like turning anorexic just so that I can show you I'm nothing like number 2.
Where do you get off putting me down like that ? I'm a continent away from you. That's what I wanted my wings for. When I say I miss home, I miss everything EXCEPT you. You I can live without. Without the constant nagging, the put downs, the gossip. Everything. And you wonder why I choose not to talk to you first when I call back ? You're such a hypocrite. I cant stand you. You...loving the sound of your own voice.
Funny how I thought I could always rely on family. With someone like you who's meant to have my back, I may as well be put in a tank filled with piranha's. God knows they'd be nicer to me. I really hate you and I feel I'm much better off knowing that you're far away. You just make me so sad that I feel like turning emo...but you know what ? It's not worth it. You're not worth it. I'm NEVER tell you anything again. After all, you'd probably use it to your advantage and gossip about me again.
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