Tuesday, July 17, 2007

let down but the person I love

Why is it that someone that can make you laugh so hard you feel your insides are gonna come out can hurt you so incredibly badly at the same time ? I dont get it...what did I do to deserve being treated this way. I feel like such a tool. I thought even though we arent together anymore, we could still be 'best friends'. But you dont seem to know what being a best friend entails.

I dont know why I let myself get pushed around so badly. I actually waited 2 hours for you to show up from your lunch outing with a friend that seemed to no longer want to be my friend. Why have I suddenly become the bad guy ? So yea, I waited 2 hours to be stood up. Thanks. I suppose that kinda puts things in perspective.

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