Wednesday, November 22, 2006

vindicated..I am selfish I am wrong..

So yea..no work means more play for me. Obviously I mean table tennis. I havent really been up to much as of late. The only thing I've done that's actually really worth mentioning is the sports article that I wrote and submitted to BT. On the one hand, I finally managed to get a bit of exposure to the 'working in the media and communication field' part of life. More on the same hand, I got offered a freelance job to do some writing for that same paper. It's cool. At least I get to earn something while I bum.
But nothing is confirmed yet. Just waiting on a reply at the moment before things actually do get finalised.

Watching series such as the OC and Grey's Anatomy suddenly got me thinking about life and all its outcomes again. I've realised that I'm not particularly happy here in Brunei. I mean, I really do try to be but there's something here that's holding me back. Maybe I need more exposure to the hardships and complications of the outside world. Maybe I just need to be around people that I dont feel tooo familiar around. Maybe all I need is a chance to express myself (wait, that's what this blog is for right ?) LoL...

I've been told to keep looking on the bright side of things. But dude, easier said than done. I keep saying that I need to meet new people. It's not coz I dont appreciate my current friends, I really do respect them and love them for who they are. It's just that I think, once in a while I need the tinge of total unfamiliarity in my life. A speck of non-predictability.

I dunno what I need. I'd really like to keep myself busy so I thank BT for giving me something to do. LoL. I'll try to post a couple of pictures from the weekend umpiring course but it may take a while. Espeed 2 is actuing up again. Brace yourself people...we're in it for the long haul.

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