no one like you...

Im a FIRE RABBIT =)

"The Fire Rabbits stand out from the crowd of other Rabbits. You might expect Rabbits to be passive, quiet, and loners. Not so, the Fire Rabbits. These extroverts are leaders of the pack! Fire Rabbits intuitively sense the right way to bring out the best in themselves and other people. They are brave creatures, thirsty for life. Others eagerly follow them because of the promise of adventure and great fun, and they are never disappointed. Visionary explorers, Fire Rabbits inspire others to see beyond the surface. Unlike other Rabbits, Fire Rabbits have the potential to be truly rich. Enormously capable and hardworking, Fire Rabbits can achieve great things others cannot match. Captains in charge of their lives, they experience smooth sailing in their careers. The multifaceted Fire Rabbits experience great versatility in their lives. Their interests can range from Agatha Christie to bungee jumping, from caviar to enchiladas, from snowskiing to Scrabble. Speaking of Scrabble, spell Love: L-O-V-E is very kind to Fire Rabbits. Excellent lovers, they rapturously charm their partners with cozy fireplaces, affectionate hugs, and, most of all, undying support and loyalty."

It's surprising how much of this is actually true...haha..I was just on the phone reading this to one of my good friends and although he doesnt really know me, he too said that it sounded like me...thanx Fred..

Anyhooz...I dont like the cycle of luck/karma...I know, it's inevitable and if it is fated for life to spiral totally out of control, there's absolutely nothing you can do about it...all you can really do is try to keep your head above the water and be a survivor...

Ok..the last part sounded slightly lame...but hey, there's a time for everything right ?

I'm sooooo gonna be stuck this weekend doing stuff I totally dont wanna do. There's a technical advisor from the ITTF here in Brunei. He's here to conduct a 3 day umpiring course that's actually meant to last a whole week...so obviously, since it's a crash course, the hours are gonna be long..I'm gonna have so much trouble trying to stay away...especially since it eats thru my valuable early morning sleeping time..LoL...

I feel very 'upsy-downey'...its quite hard to explain what that means...well, really, it's not..I'm just lazy...it just means that I'm stuck on an emotional rollercoaster..I soooo wanna get off at the high point but someone superglued the seat of my pants and my shoes to the rollercoaster chair...sucks...

There's still a lot in life that I dont understand..I guess I just have to accept the fact that I'll just never get to know everything I want to...but I can always try...I dont think I'm making very much sense...sigh...

catch ya all another time I guess...