You know guys, there's a difference between forgetting someone and not wanting to think about a person. Usually, forgetting someone is really not intentional, accidental even. And when in time, you do remember the forgotten, you actually go, "Ooooooh him/her!!! How is he/she?" with a smile on your face...
However, if you just dont wanna remember the person, it's a whole different ball park altogether. When the person come in sight or in hearing radius, you go "Damn it...can we leave?!" Haha...that's exactly how I feel now. Some how, it seems that the people you wanna see/talk to are just never around. But the people that you really dread seeing/having around, just NEVER LEAVE...why is that? It's a conspiracy I tell ya...LoL..
I'm just plain bored...so it's got me thinking...there is no such thing as the perfect guy. Perfection is a state of mind. Everyone has different views when it comes to picking out perfection. I dont even know where to begin actually...haha..what is the perfect guy? Anyways...that was just really random...
I miss certain people, the ones I normally hang out with, spend nights talking to, catching movies with...people from my old life...I have officially altered the definition of HERMIT...haha..about half a year ago, I used to call myself a hermit...but back then, I still had all these people around me and I did go out on an average of at least 4 times a week....
A lot has changed since then. Blame it on lack of a job, everyone else having exams, being sick, etc. Yup, I've changed...I was told last night...if you wanna lose weight, stay in a dark place...haha...I dont actually know the theory behind that but it sounds kinda lame...apparently if you're in the dark most of the time, you just dont get hungry so often.
I choose my own fate, and lately, I've chosen "To suffer is to learn". I'm heading to a land where eating out is a luxury I cant quite afford. And here SH koko is tell me that he spent 50rm on quite a big lunch and complaining its expensive...hmm..I thought that was actually pretty alright. I mean, where I'm going, if you go to a restaurant and order a murtabak, they'd charge you AUD9 for it...and people, murtabak here is 80cents...haha....yup...to suffer is to learn...
Anyhooz...let me bore you no further...gonna go play MORE games...LoL...ciaox
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